Thursday, 20 October 2005

Before a walk around the lake

During yesterdays walk - all sorts of thoughts came up . I wrote some of them down in my " 3 pages a day " note book that is now filled with my ramblings.

There is a difference between typing thoughts and putting pen to paper. Different procedures , different results. Frustrating that I can't doodle on here . I so enjoy the 3D aspect and spontaneity of putting pen to paper.

Here my Censor is constantly at work, correcting typos, deleting grrrr just had to retype that word at least 3 times. One day I wikl leave alklthe typos in .... see.. a bit like that ! lol

Anyway ......
What I'm going to take round the lake with me is ......
My need for TWO - WAY QUALITY communication with people with whom I have a soul connecti0n. THIS need is so strong in me. Unfortunately , many of these people are busy with other things.. I understand t hat .. but I don't have to like it. We all choose. I would like to choose not to let it bother me .. not to let it make me feel sad . Time to change that thought that leads to sadness. WHY focus of what ISN'T when there is SO MUCH that IS !!!!!!
So that 's one thing. Let's see what else comes up. I need a walk .. fresh air.. oxygen for my brain.
Peace .............. xxxxx lova yas !

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