Wednesday, 17 January 2007

ALLOWANCE of the FLOW

Abundance is not something we acquire. It is something we tune into.-- Wayne Dyer

Influx of awareness this morning .. it has something to do with the flow of energy . It’s about my energy not reaching my LEGS and FEET Does the energy get stuck somewhere ?I am NOT solid- I am energy and vibration – a being of love and light. I’m moving away from this SOLID thinking. Time to leave that behind. There are spaces between the atoms and molecules ... spaces everywhere .. and all the little particles are in perpetual motion .. moving , changing, evolving.

ENERGY medicine is the thing.Holistic approach to life.

The “ chewing gum “ that was around my brain 10 years ago seems to have settled in my stomach area. I’d like to shift it , to disperse, fragment and break it up.. melt it dissipate .. transform ....get the stagnation moving again... get all the juices flowing and circulating again. HOW ?
It's not the I don't love my big soft tummy .. i do I do ,, but it is heavy to carry around
Weight issues are not only to do with excess fat – that is the external symptom of something else – a complex mass of other things; thoughts, feelings, distorted thoughts, outdated beliefs , wounding.
FAT is not the problem . I ‘ve come to love the aesthetics of my body – love and appreciate it – it’s not that .. it’s the HEAVINESS and the STAGNATION that I am not comfortable with.I want to feel LIGHTER
What if this excess weight is contributing to the blocking of energy flow ? When energy is blocked and does not flow freely, there are consequences. Free flowing thought is also necessary- it is not just blood flowing freely and supplying all the organs of the body that is important.
Free flow on ALL Levels and dimensions – BODY _ FEELINGS – THOUGHTS- SPIRIT.. its all of that .
Problems with my legs started when I was 14. Torn ligament. 22, torn ligament again and broken bone, this time a skiing accident. Now this start of the year m sprained foot- the left foot this time. The left side of my body has always been my strong side – so what ‘s going on here ?
I feel this is something to do with BALANCE and FLOW .
Clues can be found in thoughts and my areas of interest and focus at present.
Power exchange, giving receiving, male – female, dominance and submission ,being and doing , distortions , BDSM, positive light side and dark shadows , derisre to please and to be pleased, pleasure ..tantra ? Want to explore tantra .
Abundance, prosperity ....ALLOWANCE of the flow ..this is KEYFlow of moneyFlow of energy, pleasure, desire, lust , creativity , sex, wel- being , joy, creativity , inspiration,Intimacy,Relationships ; partnership, sharing, two way communication, interacting all levels includes sex, making love,Balance- not either or but both, as well as, ...beauty ... harmonyBuilding of bridgesFOCUS not only on a specific issue, but seeing the issue in the WHOLE – seeing the BIG PICTURE .. having bi- focal vision.
Individual solutionsEach and every one of us has to work out and find our own solution and way of doing things. There is NO one manual for everyone. BUT we are guided and there is a huge smörgåsbod of solutions available – We can pick and choose. We can GOOGLE .... try it see if it works if it does GREAT , if not - no worries - try something else .Trial and error .” mistakes “ are good . Dare to make mistakes. Mistakes are a way of learning.
Everything is in a perpetual state of movement and change. Change and maintenance.There is no staying still.Things are forever changing, growing , evolving.
I feel a sense of gratitude and love that this inspired writing has come to me today. Gathering together a COLLAGE of thoughts and feelings.
NOW is the time to leave behind , to release this need for SUFFERING. We are past the need for suffering. Time for something different. It is time to CONSCIOUSLY CHOOSE , well being, joy, happiness, flow, vitality, life force , energy , inspiration beauty .. consciously choose something new and beneficial .. enjoyable.Can’t speak for all, but so it is for me.
I’ll stop for now .. to be continued.


YES to LIFE FORCE

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