Love says "I am everything".

Love says "I am everything".
Wisdom says "I am nothing".
Between the two, my life flows.

-Nisargadatta Maharaj

K. phones me , 5:30 this morning from Australia !
Why ?
Why now ?
What's he playing at ?
What's going through that mind of his ?
He ‘s going to Greece in 2 months time and says he is going to buy a house there .
Either I go there or he comes here.
But what happened last time? Last summer after 5 phone calls and many promises to come to here ....nothing . Too many mistakes, he claims and reminds me of the month we spent together 2 years ago. He was so sad when I left. He tells me he's put on weight . Charming. Well it makes me feel better about myself. K. accepted me as I was – that was sexy , despite my being rude and stand-offish.
Now , 11: 41 my body is beginning to remember.
I am coming out of shock.
I am not going to hold my breath.
We shall see.