Paradox . I love paradox.
Dealing with something unpleasant :
Stay with the feeling ( Emotions ; here and now )
Stay with the uncertainty Trust.
Irritation. Stay with the irritation .Trust.
Find the reason or cause. (Analysis. Cognitive exploration.)
H's take on my IRRITATION yesterday lead to an awareness of possible addiction to the computer / Internet and the physical affect of this on my body.
I spend hours on the internet and my computer on various activities. True.
I accept this.
Too much time ?
Some of that time is also spent thinking and reflecting while at the screen.
Defence.
It's pleasurable.
It's satisfying .
Yes, drugs are.
Does it control me ?
Sometimes. Yes . Obsession.
Do I spend too much time there ?
There are physical consequences; energy drain.
This addiction to searching.
It satisfies a hunger; an emptiness , a void.
It can also lead to over overwhelm- I take in or allow in a LOT of information.
Can it all be digested and processed?
What if I stay with the irritation , without thinking, just feeling ?
What has the IRRITATION to tell me about me.
WHAT is the message of my IRRITATION
What IRRITATES me ?
" Master of Great Silence whispers within:
follow the path diligently
that leads to deeper and unknown trails
into the Universe of Uncertainty.
take hand of the Master of Uncertainty
Who will lead you to the deepest forest,
leaving you totally bewildered and lost.
immersed in total uncertainty
look nowhere to find a way out,
but leave all to Him Who brought you herein the first place.
There is no other way.
for a split second, let not your heart sway.
be baffled but hold fast with total trust.
behold the mystical paradox that says:
only (realizing) Total Uncertainty (within)
will take you to the point of Total Certainty. "
-- mysticsaint
Blog: Inspirations and Creative Thoughts Post: Uncertainty Paradox Link: http://mysticsaint.blogspot.com/2006/10/uncertainty-paradox.html
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