Friday, 8 September 2006

Life goes on after Father Ted







Oh Father Ted ....I miss you . The week hasn't been the same without you. lol
So ... where am I ?
Who am I ?
Where am I coming from ?
Where am I going ?

*reflecting *

Did the laundry yesterday and washed my hair. Changed the sheets on my bed and watched the silvery light of the moon spread over my bed . A greeting. A blessing. Did a Tarot reading for myself. The introspection came up. My need for silence and going within. My obsession to understand that what cannot be understood. Trying too hard. Being the ambitious student. I have to laugh - otherwise I cry.

Dreamt a lot , but the dreams have faded .
Only one image remains : a red zipper being sewn in to a red dress .

I've been aware of the wind howling these past few nights. Autumn . Signs of summer disappearing in oblivion. The sunflowers and flowers on the balcony must be cold too.

DreamCoahing early this week was an inspiring talk . I remembered my symbolic dream as an 18 year old . 18 ....... 3x 6 , 2x9 ... the numbers represented

3 The Empress
6 The Lovers
9 Strength

18 The Moon
2 The High Priestess



" 369, the goose dramk wine , the monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line - " the Clapping Song !!!!

Funny the messages that come ftom the beyond as I listen .
My outer world and inner world are so connnected.

I've met a lot of new people this week too through a new network on line
Bless the world wide web.

My son's fridge died. So , he decided major renovation was in order. The whole kitchinette has been ripped out and is now awaiting renewal. Nice. I get to see him for brunch on Sunday and after that we are going to help a friend paint her new home.

Mum called and put in an order for anchovies, herb salt and cheese.
My sister is going to have a hernia operation on Tuesday.

I'm thinking about having an Angel Workshop again as well as Discovering Tarot as a Tool For Personal Development. DTW for short.

How do I feel , right now ?
Optimistic,
Satiated
Calm
Peaceful
Willing
Open



And so it is !

1 comment:

Meredith said...

Mara,

I just want to tell you I thought your comment on Sadiq's question about the Gospel of Thomas passage was brilliant. I am eager to read more of your thoughts as you articulate yourself very well, and I find much resonance with you.

I'm glad to be meeting you,

~Meredith